Hello 2017 😍 😘 💓

I do not want to celebrate 2017 yet, but I doesn’t want to celebrate the end of 2016 either since we should celebrate best things, and this year was not quite as such. I do not understand celebration of New year at all, since how we can celebrate something we do not know what will bring? We all hope for best, but I rather say Hello 2017, and wait until 31st of December to see if there is a reason for celebration or not. If it turn out really good, as I feel, than I will have a big party, otherwise, I will go to movies as I will do tonight to watch Star Wars, alone, with snack and coca cola hahahaha, and enjoy the 3D film in theater. In summary, I am glad it is last day of the 2016…will I remember this year, who knows, maybe in few months to come, but in general once the good things come over, who cares about the things in past. But, and there are always that famous BUT ( and it is not BUTT :-)), we should forgive, but never forget, forgiving is good, it is blessing, and I already forgive to all long time it happened, but to forget, that need more effort to be put in…So, my dear friends, one that like me, and other that do not like me, no matter what, say Hello to 2017, special year to come…We are what we believe, and I believe it will be good…and the summary will be in a year :-)…until than I will continua writing and expressing myself in a free way, finally not hiding, and being glad I can stand behind my words. Nothing can replace that feeling of freedom, and saying things and standing behind it! Truth and honesty are good on the long run…

Lumitw

Silvija

Afternoon

Today I met very nice people. I wonder how nice people, and dissent can produce child that is all but not nice, and that is mean and evil? I guess that most of mothers who gave birth to murderous ask the same question. Is it a genetic mutation? Or what makes us evil and to treat badly other people and enjoy their misery? I never feel good when I see that someone is in trouble, that someone is in bad situation…I will always wonder why people have need to be evil, and do bad things to other people? Is it money? Power? Love? Or need to be loved and have attention? Anyway, I am glad that my child finally met her family, no matter who was sitting across and acting like I care, bcs we all know when we are alone, and look ourselves in a mirror how much we really care, and who we care about! My children are my world, my everything! My rising stars, and they are happy, smiley and they do love me truly! At least, they do not fake feelings. All rest in life will pass, and go eventually, but children they stay for ever and are treasury that is growing every day. I am blessed to enjoy their kisses and smiles, others I consider looser’s. After all, we are how we treat other people, and first how we treat our children, than we are all rest. Integrity is what is all about, being a human being. We never know what carry day or night, and when the one that is down today will be up, bcs circle of happiness is spinning and today maybe someone else is crying and the other one is enjoying and feeling huge and pumped ego, but it does change bcs tears are very powerful bullets that hits and hurt more than anything else…and they hit sooner or later, and never miss!

Love

Silvija

Paris, je t’aime

Ahhhh, I love Paris. I do love London too, NY, Miami…all places are nice and special in some way, but Paris has it something sophisticated, and special. I am not sure if it is cabaret that it offers, or restaurants, fashion, or combination of all of it together. City even smells different, it is like you are walking through the perfume park, and even it is cold,and not  quite for following the fashion, it does breath with class, and style. I think that completed my tour in the most famous cabaret’s and I still can say that Crazy Horse is the best! Absolutely the winner. I saw the show in Las Vegas 12 yrs ago or so, and I was in love in the performance since. Last night I was fortunate enough to enjoy it once again, and since it was in Paris, it was way better. Listen, that is just to watch, I did have some dinner, I do not drink, but there you do not need that at all!!!! Girls are so sexy, I am actually not sure if I can call it sexy, I call it rather art. Like Armando Huerta work :-). That was a nice way to wrap up the 2016 and think about priorities in 2017 :-). One of them is definitely, higher doses of Paris and boost of sophistication it carries in every time of the year.

Love

Silvija

Controversy

Just came back from gym-running :-)..and looking around me. Happy family homes decorated for Christmas, people are running around exhausted, shopping presents, food supply, so that on the Christmas Eve and first Christmas day all can be just perfect! You know that, like families get together, exchange presents, that many of them do not like, and many do not like each other ether, but all appear happy and in love for at least one day! Some really are, I do not deny that there are really happy people around, don’t get me wrong, but I know so many that will during the family time, txt their lovers and mistress while sitting with wife’s at the dinner. So, it is all for me just Controversy! This year, I will have a different approach to the Holiday Season after many years of faking. Finally, many that I will spend on presents (and I was saving for a long time, for a very special Christmas/ B Day present that was ordered…but thanks God possible to cancel and refund the money :-)), than cakes (to impress future family in law to be), flowers (you know this big roses, all nicely decorated), than small presents for everyone, nicely warped, so that all can shine under the Christmas Tree – I said NO! This is time when all is about me, and instead of spending all that money, which is not the worst thing, since I like to give money away to people, bcs I believe in giving…but energy, time, you know this shivering, and running around that all is just to impress…- I impress just myself this year…26th of December, starts a big sale all over, so all those things will be 50% off :-)…and I will go and celebrate in Tara Jarmon, Caludie Pierlot, Sandro, possibly Dior bag for guess who – ME :-)…and than will spice up with very sophisticated lingerie – Aubade, so I can sit and feel the rest of the year good knowing that it is not just Victoria that has a Secret, but I have a Secret too :-). And my Darling ladies (and gentleman- yes there are still those rare kind:-)), I will not feel guilty at all! Kids, they receive presents all year around, and do not need a thing, and do not even know what is it all about, but I will give an example to my daughters, that it is at the end of self respect…I will not be tired, unhappy, worried, and start the year worse than I ended, but rather, will be happy, and ready for the big things to come – so soon will come new pictures of me, bcs THE BEST IS ABOUT TO COME .

Gemoji image for :kiss  Silvija with love

Change

There are time in life when the change is needed. Usually, we do not like changes since the known, everyday life is something we can surely count on, but change brings so much uncertain things, future we fear off. But in reality, fear is just in our heads, as well as limits are! I believe in secret of life, and that we can do everything we want, no matter how impossible it seems in the moment.All is possible, and even what is impossible is doable! Sad side of story is that most of the people do not believe they can change something, and even when they have a chance they have also so many why – not, and all is coming from being insecure, scared of the new things…so most will end up in the same ocean swimming in the circle, and not dare to make the move. I decided not to be one of the ocean fishes, but rather the one that will swim alone, but far away and experience new things. If I have a company on the way, it is nice, if not, sometimes it is easier to swim alone, than having who will pull you down and back, because that person is scared of deep water. Change start with the way how we think, and how we see things. It is all matter of decision. I decided to make that change now…and I will do it again if needed, and again, and again…even the day I die will be a change and something new… No fear, just move on :-), in unknown deep ocean until it last…

Love

Silvija

White nights

White nights…can be in Norway:-), but I refer to the everlasting boy, handsome, charming, attractive, beautiful – Mikhail Baryshnikov…enough said. I dream to see him life performing. Amazingly, I can feel his dance, I can feel the music. I am so impressed with him, sometimes I spend hours watching different videos of him dancing…

Keep it up Misha 🙂

Silvija